Learning comes as waves. Some are big, some are small. Sometimes, there are no waves at all, and I simply rest into the things I have learned and quietly try to implement them into my life. Then other times, the giant waves crash into me, and I float high on understanding.
The tide came in and knocked me right down last night. A glimpse into something greater than myself, or simply a part locked deep inside of me, was released and I could barely stand the weight of the joy. I could feel it in my knees, my chest, my feet, my arms. Light radiated through me and it was so overwhelming, I don’t think I would have been able to stand up. It probably only lasted about 5 precious minutes, though I can’t say for sure. And now, I am trying to make sense of the understanding I felt, and the writing I spewed onto the page faster than my thinking could comprehend. Read more…